It's just awful. There's no comfort to this grief, is there?"

"No sir."

"I'm sympathetic to Chip's troubles. But school is important. Alaska would have wanted, I'm sure, for Chip's studies to continue unimpeded."

I'm sure,I thought. I thanked the Eagle, and he promised me an egg sandwich at some point in the future, which made me nervous that he would just show up at our room one afternoon with an egg sandwich in hand to find us A.illegally smoking while the Colonel B.illegally drank milk and vodka out of a gallon jug.

Halfway across the dorm circle, the Colonel ran up to me. "That was smooth, with the 'Is that burner on?' If you hadn't pulled that, I was toast. Although I guess I'll have to start going to Latin. Stupid Latin."

"Did you get it?" I asked.

"Yeah," he said. "Yeah. God, I hope he doesn't go looking for it tonight. Although, really, he could never suspect anything. Why would someone steal a Breathalyzer?"

At two o'clock in the morning, the Colonel took his sixth shot of vodka, grimaced, then frantically motioned with his hand toward the bottle of Mountain Dew I was drinking. I handed it to him, and he took a long pull on it.

"I don't think I'll be able to go to Latin tomorrow," he said. His words were slightly slurred, as if his tongue were swollen.

"One more," I pleaded.

"Okay. This is it, though." He poured a sip of vodka into a Dixie cup, swallowed, pursed his lips, and squeezed his hands into tight little fists. "Oh God,this is bad. It's so much better with milk. This better be point two-four."

"We have to wait for fifteen minutes after your last drink before we test it," I said, having downloaded instructions for the Breathalyzer off the Internet. "Do you feel drunk?"

"If drunk were cookies, I'd be Famous Amos."

We laughed. "Chips Ahoy! would have been funnier," I said.

"Forgive me. Not at my best."

I held the Breathalyzer in my hand, a sleek, silver gadget about the size of a small remote control. Beneath an LCD screen was a small hole. I blew into it to test it: 0.00, it read. I figured it was working.

After fifteen minutes, I handed it to the Colonel. "Blow really hard onto it for at least two seconds," I said.

He looked up at me. "Is that what you told Lara in the TV room? Because, see, Pudge, they only callit a blow job."

"Shut up and blow," I said.

His cheeks puffed out, the Colonel blew into the hole hard and long, his face turning red.

"Oh no," the Colonel said. "Oh God."

"You're two-thirds of the way there," I said encouragingly.

"Yeah, but I'm like three-fourths of the way to puking."

"Well, obviously it's possible. Shedid it. C'mon! You can out drink a girl, can't you?"

"Give me the Mountain Dew," he said stoically.

And then I heard footsteps outside. Footsteps. We'd waited till 1:00 to turn on the lights, figuring everyone would be long asleep — it was a school night after all— but footsteps, shit, and as the Colonel looked at me confused, I grabbed the Breathalyzer from him and stuffed it between the foam cushions of the couch and grabbed the Dixie cup and the Gatorade bottle of vodka and stashed them behind the coffee table, and in one motion I grabbed a cigarette from a pack and lit it, hoping the smell of smoke would cover up the smell of booze. I puffed the cigarette without inhaling, trying to smoke up the room, and I was almost back to the couch when the three quick knocks came against the door and the Colonel looked at me, his eyes wide, his suddenly unpromising future flashing before his eyes, and I whispered, "Cry," as the Eagle turned the knob.

The Colonel hunched forward, his head between his knees and his shoulders shaking, and I put my arm around him as the Eagle came in.

"I'm sorry," I said before the Eagle could say anything. "He's having a tough night."

"Are you smoking?"the Eagle asked. "In your room? Four hours after lights-out?"

I dropped the cigarette into a half-empty Coke can. "I'm sorry, sir. I'm just trying to stay awake with him."

The Eagle walked up toward the couch, and I felt the Colonel start to rise, but I held his shoulders down firmly, because if the Eagle smelled the Colonel's breath we were done for sure. "Miles," the Eagle said. "I understand that this is a difficult time for you. But you will respect the rules of this school, or you will matriculate someplace else. I'll see you in Jury tomorrow. Is there anything I can do for you, Chip?"

Without looking up, the Colonel answered in a quivering, tear-soaked voice, "No, sir. I'm just glad I have Miles."

"Well, I am, too," the Eagle said. "Perhaps you should encourage him to live within the confines of our rules, lest he risk his place on this campus."

"Yes sir," the Colonel said.

"Y'all can leave your lights on until you're ready to go to bed. I'll see you tomorrow, Miles."

"Good night, sir," I said, imagining the Colonel sneaking the Breathalyzer back into the Eagle's house while I got harangued at Jury. As the Eagle closed the door behind him, the Colonel shot up, smiling at me, and still nervous that the Eagle might be outside, whispered, "That was a thing of beauty."

"I learned from the best," I said. "Now drink."

An hour later, the Gatorade bottle mostly empty, the Colonel hit. 24.

"Thank you, Jesus!" he exclaimed, and then added, "This is awful. This is not fun drunk."

I got up and cleared the coffee table out of the way so the Colonel could walk the length of the room without hitting any obstacles, and said, "Okay, can you stand?"

The Colonel pushed his arms into the foam of the couch and began to rise, but then fell backward onto the couch, lying on his back. "Spinning room," he observed. "Gonna puke."