спину, эти пряди, профиль и то остервенение, с которым

она способна рвать струны...

V.

Утро разметало соль по морскому берегу. Солёные следы. Солёные слёзы. Краски...

Я достала акварель. Разделась. В белом платье, я стояла в зелёном море, давила красную краску в воду. Мне было весело.

Шампанское во мне выдохлось, так и не высвободившись в бокалы жизни. Жанна всегда делила со мной контрабас... Я всегда её любила... Why should I be jealous?

2015

Verse and Prose

Verse

... Her still waters boil the fiends

in the teapot prepared for lunch...

My mentor

Make me cry with the blood,

Like vampires.

Make me suck hopes of world,

Like dementors.

Let me be your soul,

As I'm dying.

Take the total control

Over liquids.

Let the tears spill

After fears.

Let the blood fill your veins

When you`re dying.

Let my lube

Be hot on your fingers.

We are both solitudes

Shadow- fighting.

Make me cry with the blood,

Like vampires.

Suck the bliss from my smiles,

Like dementor.

Take my soul for you

To feel nothing.

And for nothing to change,

Be my mentor.

2015

Still waters run deep

Everyone has his demons; everyone has his weakness.

Somebody hits and quits with no pity.

Somebody makes love just with the strangers.

Everyone`s waters keep different demons.

Somebody wants to abuse and to drop out.

Somebody spits and fucks out loud.

Somebody wants to submit to one`s will,

To fall into love, to serve, and to kneel.

Somebody owns and somebody burns.

Somebody plays and somebody hurts.

Somebody screams and somebody hides.

Everyone keeps his own secrets at night.

We all have skeletons. Still waters run deep.

Some people display and some people peep.

Somebody learns love, covered with the night.

Somebody exposes and never hides.

Everyone has his pain and the scars.

One is a slave - the other is a tsar.

Thirst for the madness. Thirst to control.

Thirst to degrade. There are different roles.

Our past is so lewd and outrageous.

Beware, my dear, we all are contagious.

You are not immune to this deadfall.

Everyone feeds his demons with soul.

2017

As D arkness falls

As darkness falls

Protect my heart

From wicked skies

That fall with blood,

From bitter tears

Flashing cheeks,

From restless whisper on my lips.

Beseech the skies

To be so pure,

The Moon could rise

And wounds would cure.

The sea could breathe,

The earth could talk,

Beseech the skies so dim with smoke.

Ignite my blood

With eerie sparks,

For me to rush

Into your dark, for to awake

From sleepless numb,

To make me fly, and make me crawl.

As darkness falls,

Fill jar of heart

With oozing skies

With murky blood.

Let tears burn

My cheeks to bones.

Be murderer as darkness falls.

2015

Gomorrah

You are the light.

I am the dark.

Let's crush the border.

Today you're mine

And make me spark.

You'll stab tomorrow.

I am the pain.

You are the knife.

I am Gomorrah.*

You promise life

And make me cry